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[Oct. 7th, 2009|01:29 am] |
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damn. i used to be so emo. thats kinda whack. |
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[May. 1st, 2009|05:17 pm] |
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im still sick. WTF!!!!! |
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[Apr. 26th, 2009|06:37 pm] |
its boring, im sick, everything's lame, everyone's lame, im bored of life again.
i just want an escape. |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2009|11:13 pm] |
Wicked War Everyday!
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[Apr. 12th, 2009|11:19 pm] |
life is boring, life is full of retarded human beings, life is full of time-wasters.
im seriously so sick of people right now. people everywhere are pissing me off big time. why are people repeatedly messing with the "magnificent 7" for no reason? it seriously doesnt make sense at all. are those 7 really so big a deal? WTF.
back to fighting for the country tomorrow. fucking hell.
back to a broke-ass life of a VERY RICH mofo. rich right? fuck off. am i really that rich at $420 a month(minus $12.80), while you bitches earn more than twice of my pay? you no brainer, fucking chinese people. a fucking disgrace. i hate you poor, chinese people. you guys cant even let me handle my entire job scope, even from OJT onwards. what the fuck is going on?
1 year, 3 months and 2 weeks to go. then hello money, FUCK OFF NS!
remember what ol' dirty said? "i'll fuck your ass up."
you got nothing on me, so whats your fucking problem? just release me now. i want to strike a deal. for real.
no, of course not, i love serving my country. with such a good lifestyle and such a positive working environment, who wont love it, right? i love my life! =D
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| crazy meaningful song by poor guy who died of aids cos of bad lifestyle |
[Apr. 7th, 2009|11:15 pm] |
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| | Freddy Mercury (R.I.P.) | ] |
I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I'm far away from home
And I've been facing this alone
For much too long
I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I've been looking back to find
Where I went wrong
Too much love will kill you
If you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You're headed for disaster
'cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time
I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there's no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down
How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can't you see that it's impossible to choose
No there's no making sense of it
Every way I go I'm bound to lose
Too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at all
It'll drain the power that's in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
You're the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you
Every time
Too much love will kill you
It'll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you
And you won't understand why
You'd give your life, you'd sell your soul
But here it comes again
Too much love will kill you
In the end... |
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[Apr. 6th, 2009|08:47 pm] |
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somehow, i think i know what i have to do, i think i know what lies ahead, but do i want to do it...? how can i possibly bring myself to do so? |
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[Mar. 31st, 2009|03:00 am] |
i admit: i'm depressed. the job is ok, the politics is ridiculous, and the things i see going on...wow.
can't i just be a spy and just f.o.? i think i can save a lot of money in doing so.
and i'm very, very bored right now. the kind of boredom that can lead to me doing stupid things. |
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| First Post This Year! And, I gotta say something: WOW!! |
[Feb. 18th, 2009|12:46 am] |
just got back from osaka last sunday, spent 5 days and 4 nights there with my folks. that trip has really opened my eyes to many, many different things.
right now, i dont have shit. i dont have a good paying job, i dont have much freedom, i dont have much resources. plus, im actually not young no more. so i guess, my priorities in life are gonna be different.
im just gonna be happy with what i have, who i have and most importantly, who i am. i thought that growing up was gonna be like, a standard format kinda thing, get that cream, stop wasting time, save up and plan for the future, etc. but it all comes back and hits me in the face right now. cos i was rushing into things.
lets face it. all i can do right now is just bite my lip and get thru this shit job till i get my pink ic back, and then i can start preparing for "adulthood". so im gonna live happy, within my own means, and enjoy a meaningful life right now, not forgetting what im gonna do after my job ends.
i'm sorry, thats all folks! (you know me.)
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